thinking about getting kissed on the neck instead of paying attention while walking across the street is gonna be the way I die
tonight’s mood is the deep desire to be held close in a dimly lit room, covered in blankets while rain is softly falling outside
rare feelings
- being completely immersed into a book as if you’re watching a movie
- being able to study for a long time without being distracted
- wandering upon a scent that reminds you of a distant memory from your childhood that you haven’t smelled for years and years
- the freedom of letting yourself do something badly (like art or learning) and knowing you’re progressing every day
- being completely happy despite the bad things because you remember every little good thing and kind person in your life
- stargazing in a remote landscape and feeling existentially precious and insignificant at the same time
- waking up early enough to see the darkness turn to sunrise
- finding someone who is radiant in every way
- being consistent with a goal you’ve been working on for the longest time and seeing the finished result
- knowing that one chapter of your life has ended and a better one is beginning


Some photos I took that I don’t hate
You are recovering. You need to be kind to yourself and not forget that. Do not push away the kindness you receive, especially if it comes from yourself.


- ̗̀ Angel ̖́-




“Sisteh” by William Ukoh



It’s Such A Beautiful Day (2012)
your fingers running through my soft hair

Hilma af Klint was a Swedish artist and one of the first recognized abstract painters.








People feel like they know all of your life. Of course you wanna protect some aspects of your life especially if they’re not working out so great. It’s complicated because of course people care about you and they’re confused when they get new pieces of information, but when they find out about things, keep in mind how long it’s probably been since that has come to a conclusion. If it’s gonna be public, it’s probably been a long time coming. People don’t really take that into account. I don’t tell people things as soon as they happen y’know, it takes time. It hurts a little [that people assumed that there was a crossover between Mac and Pete] just because people would assume that of my character.